July 2010
“Violence can only be concealed by a lie, and the lie can only be maintained by...”
–  Aleksandr Solzhenitsyn
Jul 18th
day o6
Dear Stranger; Oh, you’re getting into a whole lotta trouble is you’re going to meet me. For one thing, you’ll probably never understand me in your entire lifetime. My life doesn’t add up, really. My morals don’t fit my background, my personality doesn’t match my taste. I’m like a puzzle that has been messed with for so long, that none of the pieces fit...
Jul 18th
day o5
Dear Dreams; Ohhh, you have no idea how much I hate you. Quite honestly, I feel like I’m crazy. You make the fantasy world come to reality and then, as soon as I wake up, it’s gone. I’m tired of the disappointments, worries, and fears. You honestly don’t mean a lot to me anymore. I don’t care about you. Sometimes, you give me a perfect world and I never want to wake...
Jul 18th
speech camp 2o1o
here’s the low down on speech camp. we’re all competitive. we all have a large range of egoes. we’re all drama queens. i have been at speech camp for the past four days and i will be one to admit that i fit perfectly into all three of those categories. i don’t care who you are or where you’re from; if you do any sort of competitive speech; you want to win, you...
Jul 14th
day o4
Dear Sibling; No, you can’t use my facewash. Love, Little Sister.
Jul 10th
day o3
Dear Parents; No, I will not clean my room. Sincerely, Your Daughter. :)
Jul 8th
day o2
Dear Crush, You suck. Jusss saying. You interfere with my life to where I can’t stop thinking about you, even when you should be insignificant in my life. You have no meaning to me anymore. Boo on you, whore. :) Sincerely, ohthatLeahgirl
Jul 8th
day o1
Dear Best Friend; I’m sure you would like for me to call you, “best friend”, but I can’t. Mainly because none of you truly know everything about me. If you did, I don’t know if you would still call me best friend. I don’t have only one best friend—I don’t believe in that. I believe in friends that are always there for me, no matter what situation we...
Jul 6th
Day 01 — Your Best Friend Day 02 — Your Crush Day 03 — Your parents Day 04 — Your sibling (or closest relative) Day 05 — Your dreams Day 06 — A stranger Day 07 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush Day 08 — Your favorite internet friend Day 09 — Someone you wish you could meet Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to Day...
Jul 6th
Two-hundred-and-thirty-four years. Just think about that. Twohundredandthirtyfour years is pretty much the equivelant to three human lifetimes. That is how old our dear old country, The United States, is; but in all those years, what EXACTLY have we done? How many successes have we had? How may uber FAILS have we had? How many successes have we had that turned into uber fails? Too many to count. ...
Jul 4th
Jul 4th
“Don’t sweat the petty things, and don’t pet the sweaty things.”
– from Andrew Harper from Ryan Combs
Jul 3rd
&& here we go again. I am getting somwhat fed up—just a little. I feel like no matter what I do, it’s never good enough; for anybody really. There’s always something that puts me below the rest—I mean, there’s always someone better right? But I just wanna know, is when is everyone going to be satisfied? Or maybe I should just care a little less and allow them...
Jul 3rd
Things have been passing me faster than I ever thought. I never really thought of this until now (it takes me to be up at 2:34 in the morning to realize this); I’m growing up. It sucks. It sucks and it sucks. Y’wanna know why it sucks? It sucks because I’m majorly behind. I’m so behind that my friends have even passed and forgotten about me. The majority of my friends...
Jul 3rd